you wont ever find it.
Not unless your brain can beat it’s highest unknown limit.
I never want to die again….
…death’s side effects play tricks the best.
Your mind will flip and twist,
while he might forget with each slap on the wrist.
His heart will be left where your mind is…
….all senses fade out for their best interest.
Relax now, rest your soul….
…soon you will find what you need,
to clear the unwanted wandering thoughts….
..their absence is seen,
you may return to your dream.